3 years ago

I met you in Junaco Park. We're completely stranger back then. I couldn't recall how we break the ice, everything is a blur but one thing for sure, we grew closer. We talked and talked a lot. Somehow i found it easy to open up to you. Of course along our friendship, we argued a lot. You said I always talked back to you, whatever you had to say, I always answered back, full with sarcasm. But you love it when I do that. I know you do because I often caught you rolled your eyes and smiled.

After the 3 months spent in Junaco Park, we went our separate way. The occasional texts and phone calls keep us together even when the distance is tearing us apart. I don't come to someone when I'm down, I much prefer to keep my emotion to myself. But you, you knows your way in. You talked me through my bottom pit moments. Or should I said you listened. One way or another, you cracked me to laugh even when I'm still sobbing. Next thing I know, we chatted like nothing has happened to me.

We made plan to meet up and fate messed it up. So, after lots of cancelled plan and clashed event, finally we made it last night. Wow, after 2 years of not seeing you, you didn't change much. Still the very person that I know. And we never changed. We argued as soon as I got in your car. You still love to put the song that you like on repeat, we listened to the same song the whole night. I'm not complaining, it's one of my favorite Chinese song as well.

Amazing how we walked down the memory lane and recalled every moments back in Junaco Park, everything felt like yesterday. You're great gossiper too, keeping me up to date with everyone else.  You said I improved a lot and you do too. You're great last night. You always complained you're getting fat but heck it, you look great, dear. I really did had the greatest night last night. A simple hangout with a great friend filled with laughters and arguments. Just the way we are.

P/S: You're not getting shorter, it's just me growing taller. hehehe..

Back off you pusher!

One thing I hate about exchanging phone number with a new friend is when that new friend can't seem to get it when you stop replying their text. Come on la, how ignorant can you be? Sending 8 texts and getting zero reply basically means that I don't want to get to know you more. Am I too cruel and heartless? You left me no choice my new friend, the circumstances had leaked my number to you. Actually, i'm okay with exchanging number, you know, I love to get to know more friend. But please don't spam my inbox with 9 texts a day saying "hey gal"..it's really annoying. I do love to text you know, but only when we really got something to say,  I hate replying text about "hey gal, do what? eat oledi?"..Oh, please cut the crap..I'm practically an adult and this question is lame. L-A-M-E..Urghhhh!!! And guys, please don't call me when I stop replying your text. It's really a desperate attempt. And my mom been giving  me narrow eye glance now for not answering the incoming calls the whole day. When I didn't reply your text and answer your call, you should get the hint. It's freaking obvious, okay.

For someone whom trying to be friend, you're really not good at this. Such a pusher really left me a bad impression. Sorry boy. This is it. Call me heartless but I'm really annoyed by you. So, back off.

I'm a mahogany blonde no more

Mum dragged me off bed at 6.30 in the morning.

Insisted I accompany her to the market.

Ended up I'm waiting for her in the car, just in case if police traffic show up,

like me, she hates circling around looking for parking space.

On the way home, she dropped me off to salon.

I'm getting my hair done. This time fire red.

Just a nice outcome.

Love it so much.

A very great dark red. 

Valentine's Day

Watched this movie last night.

And I love it.

2 thumbs up for this.

After all, there's still some hope for love. 

And I admire people whom never stop loving each other. 

Now I'm such a cheesy girl.

Can't help it.

It's Valentine's Day.

Favorite quote: You're my man, and she's my lady.

Man, you really kiss and tell, do you?

So, okay..we went out on a date like twice before. But for me it's more like we're hanging out together. I thought   guy like to keep this kind of stuff to themselves, but you, seemed to me, like to boast about it. Words really travel fast or you just love to spread it all around? I was surprised to have a 'friend' of mine in my Facebook asking me about this. I mean, he's a complete stranger to me. I know you did talked to your friend about me, you told me this yourself. But hold on there man, you're moving too fast. People are assuming that we are a thing now. We're just friend, I repeat, we're just FRIEND. I myself make it clear that I want to be just friend with you, didn't I? Or you're just played ignorance and assume you still can have your chance. Well, yeah, I like hanging out with you. We had fun talking and laughing. I admit it, you're a good company. But please, don't spread about we going out together as if we're couple. Because we're NOT. I don't want you to get the wrong idea here. Stop boasting around about me in front of your friend, will you? It will only bruise your ego even more when you finally realized that I'm not into you. I made it clear before, there're reasons why I'm still single till today. Sorry if I lead you on. I think somewhere along the line, you misinterpreted my words.

My bad peeps!!!

Gosh..my blog is rotten..how long had I abandon this blog? My bad people..lots of things had happened lately. Let's talk about my 21st birthday, shall we? I know this post is a bit overdue, but it was the best birthday ever. I had great time with my friends and the family surprised me with a visit to Kuching. Nothing more I could ever asked for other than to spend my birthday with my friends and family by my side. The best gift ever for my 21st : a necklace with key pendant from my parents. It marks the starting point of my adulthood, the parents put their complete trust in me, though so, I still doubt my dad will ever let me do anything as I like. Ain't it daddy? hehe

As usual on Friday after class, my friends and I would definitely go out. So, my birthday celebration started on Friday. Let's just let the pictures do the talking.

The crowd that made my day.

    After watching The Vampire's Assistant, we had our dinner at Kado's cafe. Food was delicious.

My chocolate cheese cake.  

May my wishes come true. *finger cross*

Full and contented. 

Thanks to my friend, Grace for this picture.

After the dinner, i had to rush back to Unimas to get my stuff because I was staying out with my family and I had to meet up with my friends at KFC Satok. Poor them actually had to wait 2 hours for me. To make matter worst, it was raining heavily and I got lost twice to get my way to Merdeka Palace. I'm still haven't master the direction and road in Kuching. So, mom, in case you read this, it proved that " saya jarang keluar".  Okay, nobody will fall for this excuse. hehe..

They treated me KFC but I was too full already, still I managed to gulp down a thigh. 

Since they had been waiting for me for 2 hours, I invited them over to the suite.

Somehow, Amy got emotional when she wished me happy birthday. Poor little girl.

All smile.

After my friends left the suite, I went out to meet another friend. Like the rest, he been waiting for about few hours as well. At first, I thought he just wanted to take me cruise around kuching and when he said he got something for me, the first thought came to my mind was gift. But hell, I was wrong. He took a cake from the backseat of the car and my jaw dropped. Honestly, I didn't expect him to give me cake. I thought he would be like any typical guy, he proved me wrong and I like it. It was really a nice thought of him to get me the cake. So, we parked on the roadside and blown the candles in the car. 

Thanks Z for the cake.

I spent the rest of my birthday with my family. I felt so blessed that my family would come all the way from Sibu to Kuching just to spend my birthday with me. After whole day of shopping, my siblings and I hit the swimming pool and sauna. It felt so nice to be able to spend the quality time with them. We argued and we laughed. This is so us.

The aunt and her family joined us for dinner that night.

I love them.

4 celebrations, 2 cakes and 1 great weekend, that's how I turned 21. 

Actually I have so much stuff in my head that I want to blog about, but somehow I had lost my writing mojo. My mind went blank or perhaps I'm just not ready to put my thoughts into words and share it with others. Maybe someday, when I'm ready to open up, I will blog about it. Assignments and lab report been giving me some hard time this week. This might explain my another disappearing act later.